I seriously suck at this whole blogging thing. I don't know how many times I've tried to restart and refresh and still I don't get anywhere. I usually start up again when life boredom or confusion strikes and then neglect the blog with life gets busy again. You know what though? I want to try this again. I used to love blogging and having that creative outlet. I need that again. I've neglected my YouTube as well. Not sure if I'll be able to restart that anytime soon. The process of filming and editing is too much for me right now. But blogging? I think I can do that.
I'm not even going to try to do a recap. Every time I do, I get tired before I even reach the end and then end up neglecting the blog again. It's what I do. But hopefully not this time. Maybe this will be the time that I actually stick with it.
Life right now is a bit crazy and stressful. I'm going through some major problems that I just don't know how to handle. Thanks to my new (from July) planner buddy who has now become my best friend, I've been reintroduced to the world of Tarot. I got interested in Tarot almost ten years ago but never really got into it. However, my bestie, aka Lilo, showed me a YouTube reading one day and now I'm hooked again. So hooked in fact, that I bought my first Tarot deck and my first Oracle deck last week. At first I was only using the oracle deck to give me daily advice but then I finally decided to open up the tarot deck. That day I was obsessed. That day was Sunday, as in yesterday. I spent most of the day either providing my own readings or watching readings all YouTube.
You know what's the scariest moment of all? When all the readings match up. Obviously they aren't all exactly the same, but you start to notice the same cards keep popping up and the messages are pretty similar to each other. At one point I did my own single-card oracle reading and got the EXACT same card as the one from a tarot reader's single-card oracle reading. I believe there are angels and higher beings out there that help us and give us messages when we need them. But it's up to us to actually take action.
One card that kept popping up over and over, in both my personal readings and YouTube readings was The World. Sometimes even in the same position. I even found a postcard of it at Comic Con last week and purchased it because it was pretty, not thinking anything of it. Now, I feel like I was meant to find it and buy it. The world card signifies new beginnings and regeneration. It's when a phase or chapter of your life is over, and with good reason, because the next best thing is about to start. I feel like this is my life right now. A major part of my life is changing and ending and now it's time to move on to better things. It's going to be a scary ride, but I believe it's for the better.
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